Here i am again. depressed as fuck. thinking... about the friends i dont have... The girlfriend that i'll never find, Thinking about the family that i'll never have, And Tannu you don't go under the friends list you are my brother!
Today, i was thinking, and i figured out that i'll never be more than a soldier, I'm not going to be a father, a husband, a loved one, only thing for me out there is the military.
Everything is going down, Im just a small bump, a drop in the ocean...
the last 5 days have been like hell for me, a FUCKING nightmare,
Missplaced trust and old friends...
Most nights i hardly sleep, Wishing we might end up together, Nobody (exept Tannu) Really cares how i feel or if everything is okei with me, NO-FUCKING-BODY!?!?! Am i Really that bad of a person?... People say that if they had a boyfriend like me , they'd be extremly happy? THEN WHY THE FUCK IM
SO FUCKING ALONE?!?!
And stop fucking pretenting that you care, i wouldn't be the one contacting you , You wouldn't even care... everything i hear is Fucking stupid,
** Im blowing bubbles, **
**pretty bubbles in the air**
**they fly so high **
**nearly reach the sky**
**then like my dreams**
**they fade and die**
Bye!
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