hey...
So i was thinking of talking about my life maybe then you'll know who i am and why am i what i am...
il start from the very start.
I was born in 25. january 1995 in Tartu but i lived in Kasepää. My father (Tiit Vaarma)
and my Mother(Aire Vaarma) got a divorce when i was 4 years old. me, my mom and
my two brothers(Joel , Mikk) moved out. the oldest memory i have of my existence is
of us moving out.
My father:
Is a cool guy. I have the happiest memorys with him. My mom and dad got divorced because
my father had a drinking
problem... I aint happy about that but its the truth. He moved to Tallinn and work there for
sometime then he started
working in Finland. The only time we(Me and my brothers) saw him was at our grannys
place. He still works there and
now and then we still see him. I still love being around him.
My mother:
She shows herself as a good person but She isn't the best mom. Now hes homely and
watches over my half bother
(kotre). She married a guy name Oleg Kattai and toke his last name. She beat me when
i was younger and she always
yelled at me , even i was doing stuff right or i didn't lie to her. She makes my life a
nightmare even now...
My stepdad: (Oleg Kattai)
He works in a building company and when we moved in with him, we had to move in
with hes children (Ketter and Kaur).
He and my mom has 2 children of there own now (kotre and karlotta). Hes a mean
russian man. Every party he drinks
vodka and talks out loud. He always talks with me in a evil kind , he like wants to
make me feel like a freak / weirdo.
My brothers: (Joel and Mikk)
Joel:
He has a disease and i have to help him always. He can't do hard work or workout.
He lays in his bed and plays in his
laptop. Hes a good brother anyway. He is angry at me sometimes but that dosent
bother me. He lends me money when
i need it.
Mikk:
He lives on his own now and has a nice life. He works in a pub as a Barman.
He has help me alot and i dont know what
would i do if he wouldn't exist. Hes funny and he dosent yell at me like most people
We help each other out a lot.
My Best Friend : (Tan Säälik)
Tan has been my bestest and my longest friend. We are like brothers of blood.
I have known him for basicly all my life and
Hes a good friend. I dont know that i would be if we wouldn't be friends.
We are actuly related also and thats a BIG plus
He lives in Kasepää but hes probly coming to Tartu or Lähte to school.
Me:
I have always blamed myself for the divorce between my mom and dad.
I love art , puzzles and thinking about stuff alot...
I would be better at school ,if something motivated me at the moment there's basicly
nothing motivating me and thats kinda sad.
I have love a few people in my short life ...
My mom not being one of them...I ride BMX and i love it because while im riding,
im in my own bubble. Nothing can disturbe me , exept pain...
Theres Tons of stuff i can tell you but it would get boring in time so yeah ...
