Norway... trip... Country pays all of it... hopefully 2weeks of soldiers basic training...
But thats on the summer list... i just hope i survive that long...

Theres one thing for sure ... NO GOOD THING COMES BACK AS A GOOD THING, JUST MORE SHIT TO HANDLE... tired of it... every time... just... everytime i do something good things just get worse...

why the fuck...

Fuck off dosent mean go away... Fuck off means FUCK OFF! everybody understands what it means. they feel it...


I got tired of waiting... my faith is fading ...

I noticed that everytime i write here im in a shitty mood...


I miss being someones ONE i aint perfect but bitch please you arent ether... just saying...


Miss me? Hug me? CALL ME?!!!! atleast call me? feel so lonely...


at the moment... War is my biggest chance of success ... Military FTW ... atleast i matter there....

i can remember thing... things werent always this way... i made you smile even for a while...