... Things change
So Do i...
Feeling like i wanna give up but i can't... I just need to find a way to fit in.
I'm failing school... close to the edge , as They say.
I'm thinking of getting an break from it all for a year go somewhere far, just escape.
Does that classify as surrendering? If yes then im staying...I Will Not Surrender.
Still not giving up? Goddammit... Sometimes i think of people dieing and suffering, just random stuff from the top of my mind.
As i stay behind my PC i cant stop thinking about Helena... I cant sleep i stay up thinking about her, and i like it.
Got a feeling ... something like i have a meaning here...
And yet again i have a feeling that im falling to pieces...
I noticed that my blog is full of depressing topics and stuff like that , IRL im not that depressed but still
i mostly write here when im off the rails...
Helena please come and pick up the pieces
