im afraid...

hey, im afraid that one day i will lose my self.... i will lose control over my body, lose my memorys... the one things i hold dearest the most... what if i do die... what then... im losing control over my body as we speak... i wonder how long will it take when i lose my mind...
go crazy...
people will only talk shit about me... being a crazy man... i just cant stop thinking about it....
what if i was made to be a madman..
what if i was designed to die, to become a deadman... like in anime. i become a filler...
all these ideas...

Hello darkness..

Hello darkness, my old friend., ive come to talk to you again.

is'nt it great

here are some ideas of my mind...

at this very moment im listening to a very old song, a very good sond , song of silence...
I am a bit high at the moment. my ideas on the subject are following, its good to a limit, i belive every once in a while. i smoke it sometime, when i feel like i need sometime on my own, with my mind... just think.