Sometimes I'm thinking God made me special here on purpose
So all the while 'til I'm gone make my words important so
If I slip away, if I die today the last thing you remember won't
Be about some apple bottom jeans with the boots with the fur
Baby how I dream of being free since my birth
Cursed but the demons I confronted would disperse
Have you ever heard of some shit so real
Beyond from the heart, from the soul you can feel
So i was on my 8th attempt and as you can see im still here...Just so FFF-ING great... Why wouldn't it just end... Cmon give me a break... I'm tired, i wanna relax, There are things that i don't get, like the fact that people hang around me... just leave me , its for your own good... everyday things get more complicated...
When will this nightmare end... Surely you're like : It will pass and things will change and so on or that im overreacting...
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!
Things are messed up for me, There is no positive ending in sight! Just negative...
I've been thinking alot... just so many things are missing from my life...
Violence isn't the answer but the pain is unbearable...
Until next time i'll hide my hatred and my pointlessness and just drink till i drop dead...
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