Sometimes I'm thinking God made me special here on purpose
So all the while 'til I'm gone make my words important so
If I slip away, if I die today the last thing you remember won't
Be about some apple bottom jeans with the boots with the fur
Baby how I dream of being free since my birth
Cursed but the demons I confronted would disperse
Have you ever heard of some shit so real
Beyond from the heart, from the soul you can feel
So i was on my 8th attempt and as you can see im still here...Just so FFF-ING great... Why wouldn't it just end... Cmon give me a break... I'm tired, i wanna relax, There are things that i don't get, like the fact that people hang around me... just leave me , its for your own good... everyday things get more complicated...
When will this nightmare end... Surely you're like : It will pass and things will change and so on or that im overreacting...
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!
Things are messed up for me, There is no positive ending in sight! Just negative...
I've been thinking alot... just so many things are missing from my life...
Violence isn't the answer but the pain is unbearable...
Until next time i'll hide my hatred and my pointlessness and just drink till i drop dead...
I'm Falling to pieces!
Hey,
I got time, while she got freedom.
while im wide-awake, she has no trouble sleeping.
Bad things happen for a reason.
She moved on while im still grieving.
And now i know how much you really care = 0
So Here i am again.
Thinking and thinking,
School?
Life? Birth?
Lies? Truth? Love? Fights?
Hate? People?
Death?
Reality?
I got time, while she got freedom.
while im wide-awake, she has no trouble sleeping.
Bad things happen for a reason.
She moved on while im still grieving.
And now i know how much you really care = 0
So Here i am again.
Thinking and thinking,
School?
Life? Birth?
Lies? Truth? Love? Fights?
Hate? People?
Death?
Reality?
something bothering me...
The pain of being alone...is not an easy one to bear..why is it...that I can understand your pain? But...I already have many people who are important to me now...and I can't let you hurt any of them...even if I have to kill you ,If you want to kill me, despise me, hate me, and live in an unsightly way... Run, and cling to life, and then some day, when you have the same eyes as I do, come before me."
People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That's how they define "reality". But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"? Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?
People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That's how they define "reality". But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"? Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?
A genius, huh? What does that mean? 'Genius'? So I was not born with a whole lot of natural talent, not gifted like some ... but I work hard and I never give up! That is my gift; that is my way!
ME
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