suicide...

so...

i didnt pick this topic b/c it's some thing i wanna talk about.
i wanted to kill myself ,but i never thought about the people who cared about me and who liked to spend time with me. people who did know that i wanted to kill myself they told me do not do it and im kinda happy that i did do it but at the same time im sad that i didnt do it , one thing that kept me going is that other people who talk about it (on blogs or on youtube) kept saying that it will get better and im still waiting for it too get better.
so if you are thinking of going for it ... dont its not worth it ,just wait and someday it will chance until then just be around.

seeya soon...