... Things change
So Do i...
Feeling like i wanna give up but i can't... I just need to find a way to fit in.
I'm failing school... close to the edge , as They say.
I'm thinking of getting an break from it all for a year go somewhere far, just escape.
Does that classify as surrendering? If yes then im staying...I Will Not Surrender.
Still not giving up? Goddammit... Sometimes i think of people dieing and suffering, just random stuff from the top of my mind.
As i stay behind my PC i cant stop thinking about Helena... I cant sleep i stay up thinking about her, and i like it.
Got a feeling ... something like i have a meaning here...
And yet again i have a feeling that im falling to pieces...
I noticed that my blog is full of depressing topics and stuff like that , IRL im not that depressed but still
i mostly write here when im off the rails...
Helena please come and pick up the pieces
This is a warning.
A warning to the people
The good and the evil
This is war
To the soldier, the civillian
The martyr, the victim
This is war
It's the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to FIGHT.
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world
A warning to the prophet, the liar, the honest
This is war
To the leader, the pariah, the victim, the messiah
This is war.
The good and the evil
This is war
To the soldier, the civillian
The martyr, the victim
This is war
It's the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to FIGHT.
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first
To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world
A warning to the prophet, the liar, the honest
This is war
To the leader, the pariah, the victim, the messiah
This is war.
I just wanna be SOMEONE...
Hello,
This topic...
... its been bothering me for awhile now, Just bothering me... I got a feeling that i just someone to talk to and share a problem... Is it what i am really for?
Maybe... Sometimes i just think and think about it... Its good that im useful, but still...
I have a empty feeling inside, helping other people helps fill it somewhat but still it a ... empty feeling.
'' BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO CUT ME UP'' just a lane repeating in my head.
Just can't live like a toy that does nothing, just stands and fills your shelf. a useless toy...
I know that i'm not perfect...
Like you are? Nobody is perfect...
Just had to get somethings off my chest...
Bye.
This topic...
... its been bothering me for awhile now, Just bothering me... I got a feeling that i just someone to talk to and share a problem... Is it what i am really for?
Maybe... Sometimes i just think and think about it... Its good that im useful, but still...
I have a empty feeling inside, helping other people helps fill it somewhat but still it a ... empty feeling.
'' BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO CUT ME UP'' just a lane repeating in my head.
Just can't live like a toy that does nothing, just stands and fills your shelf. a useless toy...
I know that i'm not perfect...
Like you are? Nobody is perfect...
Just had to get somethings off my chest...
Bye.
Helena
So,
Helena (16) Gave me a topic... I Should write about her.
Fine by me
This is Helena. Ou snap we go back awhile, We have know eachother for about 10 years soon. Wow thats a Long time.
We met in first grade which was in 2002. Now She is in high school (like a boss). And me im ... Where am i? , well we are talking about Helena...
So Helena is a awesome person! Smart,beautiful,funny,friendly girl with a awesome personality and everytime i see her, She is Happy and full of life.
I remember when we were in primary school , She was sometimes so mean , Ofcourse i pushed her ultil she got angry. I liked to pick on people, which is bad now that i think about it.
She and merily (best friend), They remind me of Tannu and me. Just unbeliveable fun people got together, Friendship you can't break.
Awesome people are awesome.
Ouh god! when merily sees this she'll make me write about her.
challenge accepted!
Helena (16) Gave me a topic... I Should write about her.
Fine by me
This is Helena. Ou snap we go back awhile, We have know eachother for about 10 years soon. Wow thats a Long time.
We met in first grade which was in 2002. Now She is in high school (like a boss). And me im ... Where am i? , well we are talking about Helena...
So Helena is a awesome person! Smart,beautiful,funny,friendly girl with a awesome personality and everytime i see her, She is Happy and full of life.
I remember when we were in primary school , She was sometimes so mean , Ofcourse i pushed her ultil she got angry. I liked to pick on people, which is bad now that i think about it.
She and merily (best friend), They remind me of Tannu and me. Just unbeliveable fun people got together, Friendship you can't break.
Ouh god! when merily sees this she'll make me write about her.
challenge accepted!
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